Bouts of Doubts

Can you imagine, someone who is already 26, still have no direction in life?

Talked to someone recently and he got me thinking, "What do I have passion for?"
When you have the passion to do something, you will do it just like how you would care and love someone you want to spend your life with.

I realise, I don't have a passion. :(
Grew up in the kind of environment that only tells me that I need to work, earn money and stay alive. My very first passion was music, I remember having a little key board, started playing "Mary had a little Lamb" & "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star" on my own. I can remember how proud my parents were that I could identity the "Do Re Mi" without guidance but ... they just couldn't afford piano lesson then.

So I played till I got sick of playing the same thing.

I moved on to many other "hobbies" and this is why, perhaps till now, I am still the same - Jack of all Trades, master of none.

Nurturing a child is important, perhaps it just wasn't in parents to nurture their kids in the past. I really hope I will be a good parent in the future who can give my child the kind of support and love they need.

To me, Traveling is the only thing on my mind - that I am pretty good at. I really love traveling and exploring new grounds, culture and meeting people.

If only people would stop making comments on how I should be giving my parents more money than to spend it on traveling. *sigh*

Am I about to lose the only passion I have in life which is, travelling?

To people, passion is an entitlement.

To me, responsibilities SHOULD BE my only passion.

The Bee Burp @ 10:50 AM;